~Watashi no yuutsu~

~ Even if I want to say it clearly

You already left my side

Even if I want to say "I love You"

You can't hear me

Even if You say "It's all right"

I know, it's not true

Even if I want to

The tomorrow will be never the same as before ~

~ You know, I really loved You

And I still feel the pain

Is it alright to hide my feelings?

It isn't but I can't do anything

And You will never be able to understand it

It's the end of our relationship, I know ~

~ I just run away from You

And I won't turn back anymore

Even if You say so

I can't look into your eyes ~

~ When I look at You and You grin a bit

My heart is bleeding

But I just grin back and say the same thing as ever

"You stupid idiot!"

I hide it really deeply

That's why You can't figure it out

It's all my fault

That You leave me alone

And I can't change the past ~

~ I just run away from myself

And You can't stop me

I look up the sky

And think of You all the time ~

~ I just run away from my memories

And I can't forget

I just close my eyes

And take a deep breath ...so I can leave You now ~

/2008. január-február/

[for K. Cs.]